This so called life...

Is it a sign?? When you type out your thoughts and then its erased at the drop of a hat? It seems all too often that this happens. Does it mean that those thoughts are not meant for others or is does it mean that I need to show perseverance. Instead of the paragraphs that I HAD. I will now use bullets...

• moving in with mom. A blessing in disguise.
• Starting over. Together.
• Mason - growing imagination
• Benjamin - a mobile light of sunshine.
• possible monetary and friendly job changes.
• Sterling and I = Edward and Bella in my eyes.
• ^He makes me feel like Bella feels when Edward gives into Bella
• Family = undying love that never falters (some need to learn this)
• New Moon (see previous bullet) If Sterling understood, he'd stop poking fun.
• craftiness: bracelets to cyber scrapbooking = therapy for soul
• Small doses of larger issues.
• Musical - Adele, Muse, Michael Buble, and soon to be Christmas music.
• Halloween: Mason = Buzz Lightyear and Benjamin = Woody. Mommy = ?
• My boys, all three. True blessings.

I would elaborate, but maybe it will just get deleted again. So I can expand the thought, if questioned. If not, it is what it is. These smiles, make a minimal defeat, meaningless.